Sorry for never posting anything! I feel really bad =_=”

I actually always post on my tumblr these days so I end up having nothing to say here, plus tumblr is so much easier to use, haha. Anyways, I am thinking of opening a book review website. I enjoy reading and I wanted to make a website for the longest time. I miss designing truthfully but I don’t think I could go back to making graphics. I want something that will last beyond my college years! And books is the best way to go!

So yeah. Book review website. Maybe I will make it member-ish.

Hosts? Ah, I have to look for hosts… I wish I had enough money to buy a domain or something :/

The author of Naruto has a twin who is also a mangaka! Kishimoto Seishi! That is awesome.

As for the shortest post, you can read why just below this post

I have recently made a tumblr, or not so recently and I post personal stuff about my life, so if you’d guys want to, or if you have tumblr, you should tell me? :O This is the reason why I have not been being very active here….

I have been reading Hikaru no Go again, and I love it! I remember how it ended and I’m pretty sad because it is kind of a sucky ending… oh well, it’s a great manga! D

I joined a contest and I made a layout :OO Click Here for the layout I entered in the contest. Overall, I am pretty satisfied. I haven’t made a layout in a while, and I’m glad I haven’t completely lost my designing skills, even if I did use a template. If you’d like to join, just click on the banner. And it doesn’t have to be a layout, technically it is a graphics contest

I was looking through the lookbook website and I found this blog where this girl takes requests. And all you have to do is pay through her and she pays for the clothes herself and ships them to you–from Korea!

So here is the website: http://yangyanggo.blogspot.com/

There is also a website with nice hoodies: http://www.isunsoo.com/

So yeah. I am pretty sure she seems trustworthy. But I guess if you are too overly suspicious then it’s not for you? Haha, that is it. I haven’t been blogging lately because I had nothing to say. ><;;

I feel like joining a contest.. But I’ve lost track of all the links I used to visit.. since I’ve become lazy and I usually had links on my webpage to visit, haha. I feel like I want to create a graphics website again. I feel like it will take a while to get it up and running though since it would be from scratch. Eh, that is okay. I don’t know why but no one see’s old people, or older adults doing graphic designing usually because they move onto something better. If I start again, I would probably stop sometime again… That sounds pretty depressing I know.

I want to do something cool with my blog. I would make my own layout for my blog but I feel lazy. I haven’t opened Photoshop in ages~

Since a blog is supposed to be about your life. I think. So today I went to the library and I met my teacher there, Mr. Chan with a couple of other kids, plus my sister, who was also there. We studied math. Yep. That was how my day went.

There is this girl named Nina, and she is pretty popular. Ooops or well… super social. I found out that popular people don’t like to be called popular. Or at least my sister doesn’t. If I had to compare them, popular people are like the superman of social activity! Haha, anyways, this girl named Nina. She called me a nerd. Not in a mean way, though. I don’t mind being called a nerd, because I am kind of one. It’s the truth so why should I be upset, right? It’s just feels really offensive when someone says it to you so bluntly… I seriously don’t mind. Although, I wish I was a pretty nerd, haha. Me and my sister were talking today and she was saying how people in high school look different when they are older. I am really curious to how my adult-self looks like.

I should work on my novel…

My goal: 50 pages by the end of the month!

So I did have a rant post.. but after reading it again, I was extremely embarrassed so I deleted it, ahaha. So I have a three day weekend. A weekend where I must work on my scholarships… and homework… I need a job. I applied at Build a Bear because I like working with kids but they are not exactly hiring right now. I’d rather work there or at a book store.. Maybe half price? They were hiring last time but I was too late in turning in the application.

I’m kind of quiet and not so social, so finding a good job is kind of hard.

I’ve been looking at blogs lately, http://blogg.veckorevyn.com/andreasstil/, like that one and the guy, Andreas Stil? I think you spell it like that, he is very very cute. A Swedish (?) 유승호 (Yoo Seung Ho)

My grandma just walked into the living room, it is about 10: 50 at night right now. But I took a four hour nap today during the day so I am not that tired…Yeah, she does that when she wants me to go to sleep. And I need to turn in my library books.. I wonder if my mom will go to the library tomorrow. Oh, and I recently paid for a book because I thought it was lost forever, and I found it the same day after I came home. And its not even a book I enjoyed reading, so I am not sure what I am going to do with it. I want to throw it away, but it seems like a waste of a book and a disrespect towards the author that wrote it. I could return it but I would only get half of what I paid back.

Anyways, today in French class my teacher told the class that Haiti is a French speaking country! She said we might do some type of fundraiser, and possibly a pen pal thing. It seemed like our class wasn’t too excited, but it sounds interesting :OO

I started and finished Prince of Tennis this week and its one of my new favorite anime’s and possibly manga! Ahaha, my life must be pretty boring if I did that all week. But I did finish a book called Brave New World, I didn’t really like it at first because I didn’t realize the plot was dark satire, but once I understood it a little, I guess it is not that bad.

Oh yeah. Prince of Tennis.. yeah.. I kinda regret finishing it so fast.. I watched the ending two times because it was so awesome. I found out that there is a manga that came out this year called New Prince of Tennis :OOOO (New manga, the anime was based off Prince of Tennis not NEW Prince of Tennis) The chapters are a little short.. but that’s okay. It is still good. Prince of Tennis was better though. It is one of those manga/anime, where you like both the manga and anime, rather then preferring the manga more than the anime–like Naruto or One Piece. Or I think it is. I only read the beginning and the end, hahaha.

I have to do this history presentation next week.. I was nervous at first but now I am just like, “eh”. Uhhh, and I went shopping today! One step towards my resolution! One thing I really hate about shopping though is that most clothes are designed towards tall people and I am pretty short, like five feet… so clothes that look good on tall people, don’t look so great on me. Like jeans. I hate trying on jeans and then I get irritated and then I hate going to the mall. Not that I don’t hate it. I like it. Does that make sense?

My mom also said she would teach me how to make a skirt like the one I saw from American Apparel! I hope it turns out okay.. if it does, then I’ll post a picture up with me in it. OH! And this is pretty random but I feel like posting up pictures now and then~~

This was an awkward blog post. For some reason, it doesn’t feel as natural?

Does anyone know of the author Neil Gaiman? I know it hasn’t been long since I blogged but I couldn’t help but blog this because this has made me so jealous. I always dream about this but I never thought of the basement, maybe just one wall.

http://blog.shelfari.com/ronbrinkmann/2009/08/gaimans-bookshelf-details.html

So go ahead and click on that. Because that is the most wonderful thing I have seen in my whole entire life.

Sigh..

So its about two more hours until the new year. I had many many confusions about myself this year and I hope that in this new year that those confusions will be gone. When someone makes an excuse when she doesn’t want to be that kind of person, and that kind of person is necessarily not a bad thing, just a bad thing for me, then do you think that I (or she) could change her (or my)self? I think its like temptation, when I do a bad vs. good list, I have more bad for myself but I feel myself “tempted” then what should I do?

It sounds pretty confusing I know. You know what I need? A boyfriend, no joke, haha. Oh well, I am going to stare at pictures of Yoo Seung Ho, a Korean actor, the most cutest boy ever. I thought he was like 15 but it turns out he is actually 18! Turns out he is a lot older then I thought he was, ahaha.

My new goals for this year is to limit my time on the computer! To study harder at school and try to go out some more instead of being inside the house all the time, and also to try and be more social! I love the computer, but I shouldn’t go on it everyday since that is not really a healthy thing to do… It is a lot harder then it sounds. To make a comparison, it is Food vs. the Computer. =_=” But like certain food that is healthy for you, and other foods that are bad for you, the computer is like that with me.

I also want to try and finish my senior project this month. My senior project is writing a fiction novel and it is a lot harder than I thought it would be. I also just recently watched a Korean awards show with my mom and my grandma and it was wonderful. They are lot small scale compared to the awards show in America, I saw two and the first one I saw was very kind of formal but laid back, funny to.

I know it is New Year but I probably am not going to stay up. Maybe watch Teen Witch and then go to sleep. It is pretty boring staying up alone basically, that is pretty pathetic if you ask me. So I prefer getting a good nights sleep and looking forward to the new year! My sister is out at a party, I am suprised that my dad let her go but do you know why? I am not sure if many of my oldest offline friends remember, but my dad has anger management and alcohol problems.. and once again he is out drinking so my sister has to go pick him up once she is done. So she can only go to the party she wants to go to because of my dad’s selfish reasons. Freaking contradictory because he said she couldn’t go? God. My sister is really sweet these days though. She is only a year younger than me so we are pretty close and I felt really loved today.

What happened was me and my mom, plus my sister were all in the car and my sister was like “I’m going to cry when you graduate!” and she and my sister almost started crying together. While I was laughing in the back, aha. I felt really touched though…

OH. And I finally got rid of my perm! My grandma hates it of course, but I now have straight hair and it is very nice. Better than my perm. I think that my hair looks better up in a pony tail.. but that might be my insecurity speaking.

I have a history project and school homework to work on .. that I procrastinated on.. that I should have done over the break.. and now I only have three days to work on all of it.. I hate history. Or current affair history. I now know that the past is more interesting then what is happening now. Which sounds wrong… ahaha.. We have to do this powerpoint presentation and that is not really a problem but my teacher being the best devil’s advocate is. And being the best devil’s advocate is not really a good thing.

Oh well, I hope all of you have a good year!